This acid is burning me inside.

The storm in my body is starting again. Wasn't it enough to always be restless?

5 years later and here it comes again... to remind me what I can't do. That I have a less effective woman body... pills, secondary effects and for nothing... I will never have that... it will always be me and just me.

Now I'll have to be (again) a small mouse trapped in a lab for testing... but this time in spanish.

If I was anxious before now I can't even describe this... but this time it's not my fault is just my body running out of control again...

Just have to do the usual drink lot's of calming tea, act to the people around and hope this goes away soon